RESPONSE TO --SPIRTUAL RESEARCH TOPICS INTIMATION MAIL
Very Good Morning Sir. I feel i was blessed for having my email with you , and received intimation about researchs. Seeing the same i felt much enthusiasum for having got an opportunity to put my mind before somebody, especially who may care to listen . At the outset i like to confirm here that though i got a very little knowledge on medical sciences of Alternative Medicines, most of thinkings (knowledge) is of my intuitions which i am putting down here of which you got every right to show most of the unreliable ( you deemed )portion or intoto, but pardon me for occupying your valuable time. Another my special request to you sir, is i am no so educated, studied upto +2 only , that-to in my mother tongue of telugu only. However with intution power i was all the way managing my life without any backdrop based on that education. So any spelling mistakes or meaning mistakes because of my poor english knowledge may kindfly be ignored & i may be pardoned too.
However above was so, i am sure i may be useful for your research work as a Left Hemiplegia patient, which i am baring for the past 23 years (since 13/14th Aug., 1989), which was due to hemorrage in the right capsular of the brain, 7th nerve palsy. Here exactly my journey of true life has commenced. To summarise it is as follows- -
1) Basically a question arised in my mind, as to why i was so badly thrown into a corner arresting my total moment( from a state of fastest moving nature) ? and what so great Sin i have committed for which i was so punished ? (with this question i wept every night - without disturbing my family - for quite long time till i started receiving answers at its own). Exactly at this point i turned from non-beliver of God to Total beliver.
2) On the way of receiving answers to my question, i received and understood properly rather digested the theories , that -
A) For every incidence of Life there is a back reason, which cannot be understood unless or otherwise one stops weeping on the incidence, and start indepth seeing it, which only after implementing i got my inner bulb lighted.
B) Though the diseases are because of ones' own Sin (rather reciprocation to his actions earliear) from my case i understood that it might be for good too(not as a punishment)to taught something required for that One, in as much that person forgetting the reason behind his arrival to this earth, which is not his fault , but, rather he being covered with Maya, specially this Yuga Prabhavam prevailing its upper hand on him, the method what was choosen is nothing but to make him stand still and start to think properly by which or in which he stuck to his original purpose, which so happend in my OWN case, which i realised , when --
a)only when my sincere concrete efforts with Allopathic World Famous ( Indian) Nuroligists/nuero surgeons who made test & error treatments, which was confirmed to me when they at last revealed that there was no medicine for this problem in allopathy except either myself trying phisotherapy vigorously for any amount of time till my limbs restores to work, but even then not fully but left with some percentage of deficiency (to which long durations my economic status does not permit me & my responsibilities to my small wards who are in 1st std & Lkg)or preparing myself to adjust thinking i was born like this , by few other great Doctors.
BUT RIGHT THAT TIME,MY INNER MIND & THOUGHTS ARE NOT AGREEING FOR THOSE, BUT CONFIDENTALLY SAYING MY LIMBS RESTORE TO QUITE NORMAL FUNCTIONING WITHOUT ANY LEFT DEFICIENCY AND I CHALLENGED OPENLY WITH FEW DOCTORS THE SAME,( SAYING I WILL APPEAR BEFORE THEM AT A LATER DATE INTACT). IT IS MY WILL POWER CONFIDENCE & THE ALMIGHTY I TRUSTED GAVE ME THAT COURRAGE.
b) My similar hard efforts made with Internationally famous Ayurvedic Hospital could not yield fruitfull efforts;
c) My other hard effects with a gretest hope in many other Alternative Medical Sciences did not release me;
d) Out of my own search .(1) the best medicine secured (2) Mantras to heal any problem/disease (3)past life therapy (4)the best proved herbal (ayurvedic)oil suggested by a spirtual guru in Nepal Pasupathinad temple i could not make use off for no valid reason.
e) Only one or two assured guarentee to cure me/make physically fit without any doubt, i could not make use off based due to my economic(in my sense) involvement.
f) Wonderfully, with all above set backs efforts, when i was not suffering of my position a pinch even, rather i am happy in my day to day life, being not only useful to myself, but being able to few atleast a little bit ( very very meagre, i feel) and specially learning a new thing with enriched enthusiasum. ( here i can mention i learnt nothing as learning is eternal without an end and if you order me to putforth before you what i learnt, infact it is nothing to putforth because i will get guided only when it is needded rather must. so what face i got to say i learnt when nothing with zero words) ( so i am making it clear itself, that i am atmost be useful for clearical or even attender post at your research unit and may be as a patient toofor testing, nothing more with all my saying before you - it is not my escapisum - rather truth cannot hide in fist - so i like to be honest well prior revealing myswelf is my mind) Infact i am very much interested to be a small particle where only i can know many new things pertaining to human life and specially to take a small part of service, which is serving to Lords/Gods.
f1) i can still elaborate my non suffering with all my clambing to 3rd floor least 4 to 5 times in a day (now-a-days)to 5th foloor 1 or 2 times (earliear), walking kilometres when needed, carrying luggage in single hand and walking etc.
3)(ACTUAL REQUIREMENT OF LIVING)I realised the taste of food ( any solid or liquid food)is in 2 to 3 inchaes long skin bit itself, i mean only on tongue while passing only the mind has got opportunity to receive, but when once it passes that space, in inside it has no value except filling the space of belly. For example any cyline or injection given direct to nerve or muscle, entered inside body has no identification of taste, however if once the same taken via mouth has got its own taste identified, since it touched that portion of tongue. So why unnecessarily worry for tastes, running after somkething ( i can say unwanted )except filling the space in innerbody ( called belly which was set up for the purpose of energising ones' body out of the stuff it got into). Anything/everything (only veg)that accepted tasty or not i have no mind to consume is the stage i attained.
4)(lIVING POLICY) The creator has given hand to every one with a particular palm size based on Ones' body indicat ing that that much of food is enough to his belly, ofcourse with leftover space of belley (half of the equal space of your food/or/palm)just to maintain 25% of its space for water & remaining 25% of it for air for just proper digestion and generating energy. This is not only stuck to me spirtually, rather based on science too (Naturopathy). The ideal example for this is our rice cooking methodoly, in which if one keeps vessel full of rice every one knows what happens and thereby every one keeps half of the vessel or even below that fills with rice and pour equalent quantity of that rice with water and leftover space will naturally occupies with Air and when rice was cooked we all seeing the vessel was full with cooked rice ready to eat. So also Ones' vessel of belley not just with rice but all other our required so callled tasty eatables. Undoubtedly everyone might have faced a day or more suffering with bleey blotted saying they ate excess on that day. I beg upon any One who likes to know the truth to elaborate in depth in their own style or words.
5)(EQUALIBRUM OF LIFE) As our hand fingures are not equally kept by the creator, which is hell in every minute working for any One if it is so, just to tell us that unless or otherwise their is herorchy (up & downs) in lifes One cannot be happy and it is not uncommon , rather common. If every day is stucked at Sunday, if we have no work, except enjoy means how long One can enjoy. Joy or Sorrow boredom One after certain duration, hence the mixup in life. So also One cannot eat sweet all the way, but undoubtedly requires hot, (tamarind taste), salt all 9 rasas in equal proportion/rotation. Then only One can enjoy . Like that the Life requires every hurdle & happiness to feel tasty. So to say, the ultimate message of the ultimate universal energy(God) is don't pull down One Oneself in sarrows or in Hapiness, maintain equilibrium, of Ones' own Life .
6)(PROPERLY COMPLETING RESPONSIBILITIES) As One is completing his responsibilities given by his Master, who is inturn helping for his survival on this earth, so all so, for your completion of journey on this earth, One has to make an unbiased attempt & complete his responsibilities given by his Universal Master.
7)(KARMIC SIDHANTHA)In the society, in a family, where 5 to 6 or 10 members are living, it became difficult to that family head and for better smooth functioning with every ones' time to time requirement that family head re-distributes the responsibility among all of them and if anything goes wrong, it is upto that responsibility holding person to bare his mistake/consequent reciprocation from other members. While so, among millions of living creatures maintaining accounts how is possible to that single Universal Father (who is father for every living creature) has relinquished/re-distributed to every individual to do their own role for their own ( Ramavathar is to set an example the responsibilities of Human individually) and any failure he himself as author he has bare the reciprocation. This reciprocation One receives(either good or bad, i mean happiness or hurdle) is only KARMA/THE SIN. (kRISHNAAVATHOR is to teach this Karma and was better discussed for elightenment or get enlightened by Arjuna ). That's it, but not as many thinks or attaches it all God is writing our fate.
sO i LEARNT THE APPLICATION OF NUTON'S LAW made out on Material issue is equally applicable as Nuton's Life Law with the same theory of "Every Action has got Equal & Opposit reaction , so to say by doing wrong deeds One receives back same bad in his life too, but never good, so also by doing good deeds one receives back happiness in his life. By cutting the head of any animal ( ofcourse only one cuts but many other who ate is similarly responsible for it & almost all they cut its head) if not during this journey , but later (or even in this period of journey itself) your head will be cut similar harshly by some one else ( or by that animal as human in ext incognition.).
Where animal, bird or tree or human better if not feed but never ever hurt it, realising it too living creature on this earth.
8)(Universal Love for soul, mind peace)I understood Universal love till we are alive is the best as all other human or any living creature co-born and can equally receive and express their love in return, but not those whjo born in our family only or come to our life with some so called relationships. This(sharing) giving & receiving back Universal Love with the Living creatures of Universe gives not only peace to mind & Soul, but never maintains unnecessary attachments, which is half the way achievement of soul from bondage to this earth , rather recycling of journey of soul.
Very Good Morning Sir. I feel i was blessed for having my email with you , and received intimation about researchs. Seeing the same i felt much enthusiasum for having got an opportunity to put my mind before somebody, especially who may care to listen . At the outset i like to confirm here that though i got a very little knowledge on medical sciences of Alternative Medicines, most of thinkings (knowledge) is of my intuitions which i am putting down here of which you got every right to show most of the unreliable ( you deemed )portion or intoto, but pardon me for occupying your valuable time. Another my special request to you sir, is i am no so educated, studied upto +2 only , that-to in my mother tongue of telugu only. However with intution power i was all the way managing my life without any backdrop based on that education. So any spelling mistakes or meaning mistakes because of my poor english knowledge may kindfly be ignored & i may be pardoned too.
However above was so, i am sure i may be useful for your research work as a Left Hemiplegia patient, which i am baring for the past 23 years (since 13/14th Aug., 1989), which was due to hemorrage in the right capsular of the brain, 7th nerve palsy. Here exactly my journey of true life has commenced. To summarise it is as follows- -
1) Basically a question arised in my mind, as to why i was so badly thrown into a corner arresting my total moment( from a state of fastest moving nature) ? and what so great Sin i have committed for which i was so punished ? (with this question i wept every night - without disturbing my family - for quite long time till i started receiving answers at its own). Exactly at this point i turned from non-beliver of God to Total beliver.
2) On the way of receiving answers to my question, i received and understood properly rather digested the theories , that -
A) For every incidence of Life there is a back reason, which cannot be understood unless or otherwise one stops weeping on the incidence, and start indepth seeing it, which only after implementing i got my inner bulb lighted.
B) Though the diseases are because of ones' own Sin (rather reciprocation to his actions earliear) from my case i understood that it might be for good too(not as a punishment)to taught something required for that One, in as much that person forgetting the reason behind his arrival to this earth, which is not his fault , but, rather he being covered with Maya, specially this Yuga Prabhavam prevailing its upper hand on him, the method what was choosen is nothing but to make him stand still and start to think properly by which or in which he stuck to his original purpose, which so happend in my OWN case, which i realised , when --
a)only when my sincere concrete efforts with Allopathic World Famous ( Indian) Nuroligists/nuero surgeons who made test & error treatments, which was confirmed to me when they at last revealed that there was no medicine for this problem in allopathy except either myself trying phisotherapy vigorously for any amount of time till my limbs restores to work, but even then not fully but left with some percentage of deficiency (to which long durations my economic status does not permit me & my responsibilities to my small wards who are in 1st std & Lkg)or preparing myself to adjust thinking i was born like this , by few other great Doctors.
BUT RIGHT THAT TIME,MY INNER MIND & THOUGHTS ARE NOT AGREEING FOR THOSE, BUT CONFIDENTALLY SAYING MY LIMBS RESTORE TO QUITE NORMAL FUNCTIONING WITHOUT ANY LEFT DEFICIENCY AND I CHALLENGED OPENLY WITH FEW DOCTORS THE SAME,( SAYING I WILL APPEAR BEFORE THEM AT A LATER DATE INTACT). IT IS MY WILL POWER CONFIDENCE & THE ALMIGHTY I TRUSTED GAVE ME THAT COURRAGE.
b) My similar hard efforts made with Internationally famous Ayurvedic Hospital could not yield fruitfull efforts;
c) My other hard effects with a gretest hope in many other Alternative Medical Sciences did not release me;
d) Out of my own search .(1) the best medicine secured (2) Mantras to heal any problem/disease (3)past life therapy (4)the best proved herbal (ayurvedic)oil suggested by a spirtual guru in Nepal Pasupathinad temple i could not make use off for no valid reason.
e) Only one or two assured guarentee to cure me/make physically fit without any doubt, i could not make use off based due to my economic(in my sense) involvement.
f) Wonderfully, with all above set backs efforts, when i was not suffering of my position a pinch even, rather i am happy in my day to day life, being not only useful to myself, but being able to few atleast a little bit ( very very meagre, i feel) and specially learning a new thing with enriched enthusiasum. ( here i can mention i learnt nothing as learning is eternal without an end and if you order me to putforth before you what i learnt, infact it is nothing to putforth because i will get guided only when it is needded rather must. so what face i got to say i learnt when nothing with zero words) ( so i am making it clear itself, that i am atmost be useful for clearical or even attender post at your research unit and may be as a patient toofor testing, nothing more with all my saying before you - it is not my escapisum - rather truth cannot hide in fist - so i like to be honest well prior revealing myswelf is my mind) Infact i am very much interested to be a small particle where only i can know many new things pertaining to human life and specially to take a small part of service, which is serving to Lords/Gods.
f1) i can still elaborate my non suffering with all my clambing to 3rd floor least 4 to 5 times in a day (now-a-days)to 5th foloor 1 or 2 times (earliear), walking kilometres when needed, carrying luggage in single hand and walking etc.
3)(ACTUAL REQUIREMENT OF LIVING)I realised the taste of food ( any solid or liquid food)is in 2 to 3 inchaes long skin bit itself, i mean only on tongue while passing only the mind has got opportunity to receive, but when once it passes that space, in inside it has no value except filling the space of belly. For example any cyline or injection given direct to nerve or muscle, entered inside body has no identification of taste, however if once the same taken via mouth has got its own taste identified, since it touched that portion of tongue. So why unnecessarily worry for tastes, running after somkething ( i can say unwanted )except filling the space in innerbody ( called belly which was set up for the purpose of energising ones' body out of the stuff it got into). Anything/everything (only veg)that accepted tasty or not i have no mind to consume is the stage i attained.
4)(lIVING POLICY) The creator has given hand to every one with a particular palm size based on Ones' body indicat ing that that much of food is enough to his belly, ofcourse with leftover space of belley (half of the equal space of your food/or/palm)just to maintain 25% of its space for water & remaining 25% of it for air for just proper digestion and generating energy. This is not only stuck to me spirtually, rather based on science too (Naturopathy). The ideal example for this is our rice cooking methodoly, in which if one keeps vessel full of rice every one knows what happens and thereby every one keeps half of the vessel or even below that fills with rice and pour equalent quantity of that rice with water and leftover space will naturally occupies with Air and when rice was cooked we all seeing the vessel was full with cooked rice ready to eat. So also Ones' vessel of belley not just with rice but all other our required so callled tasty eatables. Undoubtedly everyone might have faced a day or more suffering with bleey blotted saying they ate excess on that day. I beg upon any One who likes to know the truth to elaborate in depth in their own style or words.
5)(EQUALIBRUM OF LIFE) As our hand fingures are not equally kept by the creator, which is hell in every minute working for any One if it is so, just to tell us that unless or otherwise their is herorchy (up & downs) in lifes One cannot be happy and it is not uncommon , rather common. If every day is stucked at Sunday, if we have no work, except enjoy means how long One can enjoy. Joy or Sorrow boredom One after certain duration, hence the mixup in life. So also One cannot eat sweet all the way, but undoubtedly requires hot, (tamarind taste), salt all 9 rasas in equal proportion/rotation. Then only One can enjoy . Like that the Life requires every hurdle & happiness to feel tasty. So to say, the ultimate message of the ultimate universal energy(God) is don't pull down One Oneself in sarrows or in Hapiness, maintain equilibrium, of Ones' own Life .
6)(PROPERLY COMPLETING RESPONSIBILITIES) As One is completing his responsibilities given by his Master, who is inturn helping for his survival on this earth, so all so, for your completion of journey on this earth, One has to make an unbiased attempt & complete his responsibilities given by his Universal Master.
7)(KARMIC SIDHANTHA)In the society, in a family, where 5 to 6 or 10 members are living, it became difficult to that family head and for better smooth functioning with every ones' time to time requirement that family head re-distributes the responsibility among all of them and if anything goes wrong, it is upto that responsibility holding person to bare his mistake/consequent reciprocation from other members. While so, among millions of living creatures maintaining accounts how is possible to that single Universal Father (who is father for every living creature) has relinquished/re-distributed to every individual to do their own role for their own ( Ramavathar is to set an example the responsibilities of Human individually) and any failure he himself as author he has bare the reciprocation. This reciprocation One receives(either good or bad, i mean happiness or hurdle) is only KARMA/THE SIN. (kRISHNAAVATHOR is to teach this Karma and was better discussed for elightenment or get enlightened by Arjuna ). That's it, but not as many thinks or attaches it all God is writing our fate.
sO i LEARNT THE APPLICATION OF NUTON'S LAW made out on Material issue is equally applicable as Nuton's Life Law with the same theory of "Every Action has got Equal & Opposit reaction , so to say by doing wrong deeds One receives back same bad in his life too, but never good, so also by doing good deeds one receives back happiness in his life. By cutting the head of any animal ( ofcourse only one cuts but many other who ate is similarly responsible for it & almost all they cut its head) if not during this journey , but later (or even in this period of journey itself) your head will be cut similar harshly by some one else ( or by that animal as human in ext incognition.).
Where animal, bird or tree or human better if not feed but never ever hurt it, realising it too living creature on this earth.
8)(Universal Love for soul, mind peace)I understood Universal love till we are alive is the best as all other human or any living creature co-born and can equally receive and express their love in return, but not those whjo born in our family only or come to our life with some so called relationships. This(sharing) giving & receiving back Universal Love with the Living creatures of Universe gives not only peace to mind & Soul, but never maintains unnecessary attachments, which is half the way achievement of soul from bondage to this earth , rather recycling of journey of soul.
